Poem - Funeral

Funeral

For Alan Mackim

The arrival of the coffin is workmanlike

The breaking halting tribute voices hold

I look somewhere and see, really try.

The green vibrant moss

alive in the wood outside

bare branches, birdsong, nest, chatter.

At this gathering, connection

Hopping memory to mood.

A Draught of anger at life's achievement

As if we could rise above

this precise tightening futility

He was a man, real, regular, one.

Eulogy shaped a notice

to the difference he made, rehearsed

moving on, uplifted, without God.

Amongst the restless leaves,

cloying moss, damp, glistening, bacteria.

His furious energy his crucible

Man is water, gristle, sugar, electricity, no less.

At the gathering's end a surer voice

Not hope though, more measured

The bitter bark sits in the still squirrel’s mouth

I mark him, he me, together

we write the lines which will follow.

James Bullion v2 September 2013

Poem - Song for Harvest

Song for Harvest

 

My mother carries silence badly

What have I to say?

Desperate to bury this absurd poem

Words unearthing churn of hurt

Stitched from pieces of page scattered

in long since dormant notebooks.

 

Love is in the tender broad beans picked

plump as little kids.

Renewal rests in the rubbing off of garlic skins.

Dangers live in the dumb steel prongs

of the clumsy fork bayonetting spuds.

Chance will determine who comes out whole.

 

These are words written in the autumn

A song shared for the harvest. A thought

for the sprackle of dry-brown foliage

on the breeze, stronger than you imagined.

She is coming through the soil again, overwintering.

She’ll be there frozen in the new year for me to tend.

 

James A Bullion, July 2014